What is most important is knowing what is most important... and acting likewise.
To be happy, practical, and carefree? Can it be done? It's all in the mind. Always is. Inside out. Sort of like shake and bake, you know? Mix it up a little for a whole new possibility. If you're reading this, then you must know that I should be in bed right now. I should be resting. I'm not. I'm thinking, which is a dangerous thing to do. Just because I love tangents. I love them, I thrive on them like pick up sticks. They are always touching another. Anyway...
I have no clue if that makes sense to you all out there. It would be nice that someone sees where I'm coming from, but that's never going to happen fully (the whole only me can know me thing. You know what I mean). It is also important to know yourself, right? Since you are always changing every day, it's good to get to know yourself again, and again through your actions and will. Well, what if you realize that you don't like yourself as much as you did in years past? You're maybe not as good a person as you once thought? Yeah. You figured me out. It's me I'm talking about. What's so strange is one of the features of my character that I think is a virtue has become more of a hindrance. I care too much. I guess finding out you're a good person isn't so bad. But, it's been getting in my way of just being who I want to be. Who I am is getting in the way of my progress. So, what do you do? Change who you are. But people don't change often...so, shift. Bend. Eh, life is hilarious... random thoughts here... Nothing all that illuminating to anyone but me. I just wanted to get it out so I can freakin' sleep.
Now, if I can only get that Styx song out of my head, then I'll be hunky-dory.
"I'm sailing away..." *chuckles*
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